cant say my best wasnt good enough......i didnt study as much as i did last time/should have...
this experience has taught me alot....gave me hell
some tell me there's no point in trying so hard to get an A
sadly..those are the few that fail to understand me.....its just stg i hafta do, at this point of time, not trying to prove im smart or anything, just cant let myself down


then again what an ass for complaining rite..
whatever ....
just swallow my words


abit emo la
WHATEVER LORRR


btw, i can tell when one's in rebound city
save urself before its too late........

im done with trying.
have it ur way.

7am - 9am : pee, wash up, study
9am - 9:30am : EAT
9:30 - 1pm : study
1pm - 2pm : eat
2pm - 5pm : study
5pm - 5:30pm : tv
5:30pm - 8pm : study, bathe & emo at the same time
8pm - 9pm : eat
9pm - 11pm : study
11pm - 12am : dillydally
repeat for ~70days

Dental
27Jul - term start
21Aug - CPR theory
8Sep - video
16Sep - presentation
18Sep - wellness, DT assignment deadline
19Sep - CPR practical
29Sep - private clinic
5Oct - private lab
6Oct - tooth identification test
7Oct - MUET
8Oct - OSPE dental
14Oct - dental reports
22Oct - Medical Summative
7Nov - MUET
10Nov - Med EOS
11Nov - Med EOS
12Nov - Dent EOS
13Nov - Dent EOS
 (+ additional clinic sessions, lectures)


Medical : minus ALL the above except CPRs and MUET and Med Summative/EOS & only 2hrs lect/day

tell me who wouldn't be frustrated?

to illustrate further.

~20Aug                -prep for CPR theory.

6Sep                    -prep for video

13-15Sep            -prep for presentation

7-18Sep              -prep for assignment

18Sep – 8Oct     -prep for Dental OSPE

29Sep-6Oct        -prep for dentytest

14Oct                  -prep dental reports

8Oct – 22Oct      -prep for MedSummative

22Oct – 10Nov   -prep for MED OBA SAQ OSPE

11Nov-12Nov (THE ULTIMATE FRIKKIN KILLER. ALMOST DIED IN THE PROCESS)         -Final prep for DENTAL OBA SAQ OSPE

thanks all who've been keeping me somewhat sane thruout this extremely pressing period.
i know its only the beginning of whats ahead. so continue keeping me sane okay? =)

nevermind i take back what i said about ppl not giving a shit about u. what i meant is

PEOPLE DONT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT U.

dont trust anyone..seriously. not even your wife/husband later on in life. it takes just a split second to do something wrong, it will take months/years to heal ..maybe not heal at all. SCREW IT.
not saying dont trust at all, just not complete trust.
turn around, he'll be staring at some chick's ass. turn around, she'll be flirting like she's still 18.


moreover what it takes to do something so simple.....to make a mountain out of a molehill. stop giving excuses. just tell it to the person's face : I DONT WANT TO HELP YOU. rather have nothing done than have a half-assed job done.
so thanks for nothing.

Exhausted.
count the distances.

you're not the person i thought u were.
sigh...........

DAMN

To sum up the four hours of discussion that followed, it’s not easy being in a relationship, much less to truly know the other one and accept them as they are with all their flaws and baggage... And to truly love each other, we needed to know the truth about each other, even if it’s not so easy to take.

...


There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well, you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well, you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.


thanks JC. =)

my princess.
=D